Is Everything Alright?

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Thu, 09 Mar 2006 23:52:38 GMT

It's not fair, she should'nt have a say in it..
I'll die if she gets it her way, seriously will

and if she does, im never tlaking to him ever again..

im calling her and her
and crying my eyes out...

i WILL, repeat WILL get my way, she wont win on this..

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 22:52:55 GMT

ok im updating after what? weeks and weeks without writing in this, blah :P

well things with him are great i might say :)

Today was volleyball, really REALLY funn!! =]]

yay, happy day, eh?

<33HEARTHEARTLOVEHEART
oh yeah^

dsklhggdfh<3

Girls don't like that...

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 17:05:50 GMT

Ok well my birthday = wednesyda ROCKED
went to school, got gankster sings and shizznat i LOVE jessica,
we went to SBH after school , i hung out with Mikey ;)

went home, had cake, got presents yay!!

jessica couldnt sleep over :(

thursday
was geeeey, came home put a bunch of songs on itunes im sooo excited im getting an IPOD!!
i want the Nano but then i dont , then i do but thene i dont ugh geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
my dad wont let me get the nano, but if i really wanted to then i culd BLHA!!!! BLHA BLAH BLAH

today is friday im in 5TH HOUR!!
sitting next to mr.haugen shocker eh?
lol NOT!!

well we were singing hahah..
and we talked about one tree hill, and my STRONG opinion on things, pscht lol.

I LOVEEEEE TODAY!!
idk why its a good, happy mood,
jimmy called me last night but i was tired went to sleep ZzZzZzZzZ
Talk to him tonight,,
ABBYGAIL AND ALBERT!
geeeey

Gabby's birthdays coming up YAYYYYY!!!

hhgkdfjhklf
fhkgkdhgj
<333333

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Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:33:37 GMT

OK so as you all probably read already, my birthday party kicked asssssssssssssssss!
it was Me&jessica, JC, Gabby, Choe, Missy , Anne-marie, Renajoe
kelly couldnt be there :( missed her truly, but im proud of what she did lmao *people praying* LMAO

so now im in 2nd hour
im like sick :( blah...

throat hurtd like a bitch

talked to him for like almost 4 ours it was like woah,
i couldnt name one thing we didnt talk about,
nailpolish maybe lol, but then ide be lying lmao.

i found out alot, good and blah thiiings..
i hope it works out..

jess si going to the mall today, i relli want to go :/
but no shes getting my gift so shes not letting me :/ fruit booter

well im out niglets!!

kghjkrth
rhtehjrt
<3..

hehe ;)

lalalallala<3

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 17:34:23 GMT

Today is SOOOOOOO my birthday party/thing

and me and jessica are the coolest, and we fucking rock your universe harder than anyone!!

were cool ass mofo's, get the fuck over it

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

3 hours left NIGGGAAHHH!!

gotta go clean

as i was saying, me and jessica fucking rock YOUR COCK!!!!

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333

krhgdrh
kjhjjyt
<3.

love tht ^ :)

Do we still feel like rain?

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 14:30:59 GMT

Someone once told me the music keeps on playing.
It's true, Life is like listening to the radio, you dont know what song is going to come on.
You dont know if your going to be happy to hear that happy-upbeat song you love listening to orthat sad love song, depressed rock songs, or that over-played song that you hate hearing.

1. Life is Great
2. Laugh when you can
3. Smile when your sad
4. No regrets
5. The Music keeps on playing
6. Forgive but never forget
7. Dont keep grudges, whens theres a chance of perfect happiness
8. Ho's over Bro's

idk why i felt like typing this i just did..

well im in 2nd hour right now, geeeyy
i have art next..

Today : going to Jess's house, hope she can sleepover so we can prepare for the party tommorow or w.e you would like to call it woot woot!!

4 DAYS LEFT UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!

we talked for hours last night, we predicted the future, shequise? yeah DONT think so lmao..

god i really love tlaking to him :)

bells gonna ring soon..

imout<333

reghh
idshgiudkgh
<3.

new ending?
i think so.

Everything is Alright?

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 14:34:50 GMT

Tuesday = FACT witing test, got a freaking booring ass prompt theyre soo stupid ugh!

Yesterday was Newspaper, well it wasnt really we just hung out there, Did V's eyebrows but i couldve done more, i made her blead ahh im soo mean!

shes cool though, ILL FINISH THEM NEXT WEDNESDAY KAY!!

we went to Walgreens Jessica, Gabby and My ANNOYING self, ugh why am i always fucking annoying in her eyes?

And the whole "not excited" thiing, i really am like REALLY but i just dont want to get my hopes up to hiigh, i want to get to know that first, and like talk hang out, get comfertable you know?

we talked yesterday on the phone it was really fun, then i called him back later on

Me: Hey can i ask you something?
Him: Yeah?
Me: Did you tell Jessica you think your falling for me?
Him: ...Yeah..
Me: Well...i Think im faling for you too :)

it was soo like AHH, i dunno i just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lmao
me = gey

im at school now in 2nd hour, I HAVE ART NEXT WOOT NO MORE P.E YESSSS!!!

today will be booring so will tommorow, im supposed to go over to Jess's but i dont think i can, She says i have to CLEAN THE WHOLE HOUSE, and we have to do that a Jessicas too, UGH maybe they'll let me go over and hen come home at night and jess can sleepover and we can clean my house in the morning??

that would be a good plan ^^

So i guess Everything is alright..

Cause i Hate the ocean, themeparks and airplanes, talking with strangers waiting in line, im through with these pills that make me sit still are you feeling fine YES I FEEL JUST FINE!!!
Tell me that your alright, YES everything is ALRIGHT!!!

that song = ♥

dgfdgfhrt
<3.
Ahh i love that...alot..

Butterfly's?

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 19:31:40 GMT

Well its Monday again,
after a fun-filled weekend
Fridays sleepover rocked
Saturday was blah but it was okay
Sunday Super Bowl Party was awesome!
STEELERS WON WOOT WOOT!!

dhgkidf
fhfjhtgfd
<3.

i love when he does that = )

its been great the last couple of days, i think i relli do lol..

ahh its just an awesome feeling hihi ;)

My birthday is in 8 DAYS!!!

8 DAAAYS PEOPLE!!

well yeah ahh idk im just in a really great mood *SMILES WIDE*

I feel sorry for her to have to deal with it, just like being there and around it and having to hear about it...its really fucked up..

i love her..

<33333333

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 20:09:51 GMT

Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm speaking figuratively, of course..
Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide..
Yeah, so Im already dead on the inside
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs
I've learned to love the lie............

I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense....yeah
Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves
I'm addicted to words and they're useless

That song rocks my fucking world!

well i just got back from hangin out with gabby n kelly for a while it was fun, we soo crashed romans house well i did, HE WOULDNT LET ME IN!!

syupid bitch, we broke the screen, sorry and i got boogers on the window..

*gabby spits on window*
amanda : its just like windex
LMAO

im gonna call jessica now,
tommorow = sleepover
also friday which means = CLEANING!!

woot why does it feel like we havnt cleaned in forever?

well tommroow will be funn..

iv'e been sick, its sucked..

me and jessica made a BEST FRIENDS FOREVER promise on a tree..

that tree just sticks out from all the other ones lol..

god us together = priceless

CUPCAKES AND CAKE WOOT!!

i have to do a 5pg report on the 5th amendment, ugh this sucks..

gotta get started..

imout ♥♥

Why the fuck cant she be normal? or atleast try to be

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 17:43:25 GMT

Yesterday was fun ash HELL!!

Well i woke up by my "other" mom calling me saying jessicas mad at her and she wants to surprise her by picking me up :) how kind..
except the fact that it was 8:30 IN THE FUCKING MORNING!!

she said ill be there in a half an hour,
PSCHT i know better than that, went back to bed for an hour then took a long shower ate got ready
2 and a half hours later: IM HERE!!

lol went to jess's we chilled, were supposed to go to the beach but it was freezing,...so we didnt

REMAIN IN THE VEHICLE!!

LMFAO!!

yeah were cool, WHAT NOW?

so we went to church with my stepmom fucking hate that bitch , more details below,
we practically made fun of every person there,
and then we drew a dick and a Homos are cool sign on the floor in this like gym in the church
its calvary chapel its like this scjhool but they have services and theres a gym in the youth section, it was hilarious

went back to my hiuse, went to the pool til like 11:00
went home ate like evrything in my house
did our nails,
and then we playes the note passing game

LMFAO
to my dear BIGGIE H!!
love, Stripy toes
YOU EAT DOGS IN THIS COUNTRY?

didnt i see you on i love big haired girls magazine?
no honey, it was i love small boobed, small ass, gonourmous hair, non-shitting, girls!

LMFAO!!

i almost finished that pizza man, it was ONE SLICE LEFT :(
jess touched like less than a half lol ok back to the "stepmom" story..

ok she wants me to have a "good" education,
so therefor south broward isnt a good enough option?
bitch doesnt know wtf shes tlaking about,
SBH would be soo easy, its RIGHT there,
and ugh i just hate the fact that she has a say in it, when she SHOULDNT..AT ALL!!

my dad said south browards good its easy and right there..
he makes my decisions NOT YOU!!
i swear i wish my mom was here she'd punch her so hard for even considering making my high school choice,

im telling them i can go to SBH if i keep my grades up and shit but NOO its not a good school?
look around you blanche, my dad says its ok my mom will too!

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO COME IN HERE AND MAKE MY DECISION?
no one thats who, and im gonna fight harder than i ever had to make sure YOU dont get your way AT ALL..
i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate YOU!!

ugh go fuck yourself and die kthnx.

ok tht felt good,
well now im online talking to Mikey,
cause hes a cool kid!

♥♥

imout

The future freaks me out..!

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 19:32:26 GMT

today was booring and im preparing for my booring journey of today..
my plans:
ripping down one of my collages :O but of course maing a new one..
doing my nails
cutting these old abercormbie jeans into a skirt or shorts..
Watching princess diaries on Disney Channel at 8pm lol...

me = no life!

ok i was thinking today about high school and college?
and to be honest its scaring me
after 8th grade its not juts playing around anymore, all the choices you make, will make your future, the people you choose to hang out with, how lazy you choose to be in school, how you act,treat people and your point of views?

High school still have no idea witch one im going to,
My dads saying South Broward but theres no way im leaving her..
if shes going to Western? well Western here WE come..

i dont know its weird just a thought i had today thought ide share..

talked to renata yesterday on the hpone, gave her a tour of my room :)
im gonna call her later shes a cool kid i love her!!

Im doing her eyebrows!
shes pretty cool
I wish she would let down her hair,
i think she gorgoues like really pretty but she doesnt let people relize it, she doesnt show it, and i hate when epople do that..
Im soo helping her lol...
i lvowe helping poeple

im boored im going to go i donnt be bored somewhere else

im out<333

YAY!!

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:11:23 GMT

today was good i guess, after school went to broward with JC,Justin, Lexi
it was cool, hung out with jenny and alex and lexi n them..

me n jc rock!

i fucking love Jessica.S. with my life..
saturday morning/afternoon is gonna be great, like old times lol..

I LVOE YOU!!!

ahh were tlaking, he said i was orgasmic ahh love that kid..
lol hes awesome to tha max..

were getting a car..!!
its ghetto but who gives a flying sihzznat??

I LOVE LIKE AHH EVERYTHING...lol

<333333333

Newspaper?

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 21:00:31 GMT

yesterday didnt go to school went to go get shots the place was closed and of course my dad blamed me for it, he cursed me out walking home on sheridan, felt like shit...
i counted
fucking = 43 times
freaking = 1 time
bitch = 4
snotty = 3
attitude = 16

ugh god why is everything always my fault?

we came home i wanted to use the computer the printer wasnt working and of course AGAIN it was all my fauly, got another lecture on how its always my fault and all the shit i do wrong...UGH

ok today:

went to school, normal day blah w.e
got a note from ROMAN :)
finally...

and me n gunna are note buddies now lol :)
writing JC one too...

and Im gonna write Kelly one, i miss that girl, feel like were drifting..:(
god i love her !!!

Newspaper no one showed up roman n them had that meeting thing renata had dentist :(

me n jess chilled with Mr.haugen we got a chocolate chip cookie it was really fun..

just came home jess just left my house..

ugh im bored..

imout <3

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Mon, 23 Jan 2006 23:20:20 GMT

i fucking hate this shit... :(
why can never anything i want be simple?

why cant i just have it happen?

like most people?

i know i have alot and maybe im asking for way too much..i am..

but i just want to do it..

its not something ill try and quit

its something i really really want and i just wish he could understand, they could understand,

i kno she does, she knows me better than them, alot better...and i miss her..alot

The Name on everybodys lips is gonna be ROXIE!!

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 21:53:20 GMT

...Came home, went to pool, taned, went in water, listneing to the Chicago osundtrack, jessica called, tlaked, hung up, went back home...

came home, went online...
read gabby lj :(
wow...

Gabby, you dont know how much shes trying, she really is..
its not like she wanted this to happen and you know that...

were all suffering becaue of this...
people fuck up gabby, everyone makes mistakes..

and i know you dont have to listen to me, you dont..at all...

but it just kills me to see you guys like this :(

I hope i can start dancing...!

tommorow were trying it, it'll be funn..

Right now im talking to Renata, that chick rocks my world!!

NIGGER SHEEPS ARE AMAZING!!

imout hoes ♥

....

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 21:14:44 GMT

well todays saturday...

yesterday was fun, REALLY funn,, im not going into details because i dont want what i think will happen if i say something about it...

lets just say the night was great, wonderful, wild, fun lol...

until that phone call...

i literally thought my heart stopped..
i was shacking and all that kept popping in my head was like a film strip of what had happened when i came back from sweden, the waiting in fear in my room, looking at her almost crying, the losing of trust and everything its the scariest feeling ever...

but thank the lord nothing happened..

thanks GOD we came home on time, otherwise i cant even explain what would've happened..

but the night was fucking fun as hell though lol...

we woke up, JC left :( we catched up with her finally, i fucking love her she rocks man!!

me n jess went online looking for dance schools..

god i really want to start again..

i used to love it, it was my passion
i was so deticated and i just loved it..

like my dad loves his bicycling thats how i loved dancing..

i talked to my dad about it, he said we'd work it out..
he said i could, because he could tell how much it ment to me..thank god

i dont even know why i wuit in the first place?

but now im finally starting again, with Jessica, it'll be even better with my bestest friend in the entire world by my side..

imout<3

friends?

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 15:30:20 GMT

Today which is Saturday , its like 10:20 in the morning WHY THE FUCK AM I UP?
i dont know...

i slept over at Jessicas last night...
we went to target did our usual..

Target = makes people happy...er at least

went back to jessicas house chilled, went online the usual, watched High school musicla..well part of it lo...then feel asleep watching it...SCHH jessica LMAO

her mom dfrove me home right before 10 ocklock...

now i cant fall asleep..:(

im hoping someone will sogn on soon...

tonights plans: Jc n Jessica Sleepover!!
might go to a party, and probably just chill at the pool or something

back to yesterdays drama..

they had a huge argument..
i feel bad..
i dont want them just to end things like that..

so here's my say in it all:

to Gabby:

yeah she skrewed up big time, but theres nothing she can do to take it back,she cant rewind time and change things, the only thing she can do is try to earn your trust back and being the person that you became best friends with in the first place...

you guys had soo many memories and good times, and i know the trust issue is hard now but is it really worth throwing everything away over..?
i think No...

you guys were made to be best friends, yeah you have your arguments once in a while, but who doesnt?
arguments only make friendships stronger and i really hope you guys get through this one..

to Jessica:

I know its hard right now, you feel like your the worst friend in the world, you feel regret, sorrow, how could i do that? feeling, and you question how you used to be? how you are? and how you will be?
you guys were the greatest,

i know you guys are still "friends" but its not friendship with you guys w/o gabbys stories, inside jokes everything...

you guys are amazing and i love the both of you to death forever and always!

imout<3

Catching up..as usual

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 19:49:30 GMT

Updating this shizznat..

the long weekedn was cool as hell

hung out with jessica everyday, we chilled, rollerbladed :), bought donuts, got crunk, forgot money and walked all the way back to dunkin donuts, and oh yeah i discovered a new phobia of duck-tape...ugh dont ask

Back to school Wednesday oh yay, ugh blah...newspaper meeting was cool, Renata was there WOOT WOOT she rocks i love her!!

Me jess n gabby wakled roman home....Me n gabby got hugs, HAH jessica didnt !

Ok TODAY:

ugh today sucked ass, well the beginning of it

what they said made me feel like shit...

and then she had to make it better by saying that other thing, just made me feel bad...

then me n jess had a little catch up of our usual lunches it was fun, but i cant remember what we were laughing about lol...

i came home, called roman on the way home he didnt pick up i left a voice mail....AGAIN!!

now im home bored bored BORED!!

i hope he sings on ;)

imout bitches<3

Being Creative at home?

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 17:48:03 GMT

Ok well...Friday which was yesterday school was good i guess...

why does he keep hangin around in the mornings? wtf?
its annoying me i dont like it...i wish it would go away..

the other "him" also told me to fcall him..AGAIN...
i didnt and he ended up calling me...

he told me how much he missed me and what we had and stuff...
i was mean and didnt feel any sympathy for him...at all
im liking it better this way...

Slept over at jessicas, we got into a fight, both cried, then worked it out...
god im lucky to have her, shes the best and i dont know what i would do without her..!

Now i just got home, went threw my dads music drawrs god i didnt know he had soo many cd's he's like WOW, n alot of them are really good...so i burned Some of his "the cure" cd's and Depeche Mode and i wanted to burn the " the doors" cd but i couldnt find the actual cd :(

Now im tlaking to Sakii..
thinking about getting the "The Prince - purple rain" song ive heard it before its pretty good..

Sakii = obsessed with music..its cool in a way

Today i have to clean and uhh do nothing...

Tommmrow:

like yea i wanna go but the risk is to big, i dont want to get caught and lose his trust again..

im going to the mall first with jess and then we'll see...

im gonna go find the the doors cd!

im out..

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 20:17:18 GMT

Yesterday after newspaper gab n jess came over to my house, we watched duece bigalow european gigalo...it was great....GET OFF MAH NIPPLE YOU DOPED UP CRACKA!!! lmfao n jess u thought it was dumb dumb cracka lol NIIIICE...!!
...then they left n i was boored watched one tree hill it was great!!

then my dad gave me a cd...The Cure - Disinagration or something like that
whats with him and gicing me cd's lately?
i got foo fighters
unwanted superheroes n now the cure?

w.e im enoying it...

i gotta ask my dad about the sleepover tommrow...:////

i dont think he'll let me:((

well now i just got back from school...
alex burs called me...wow that was weird
i told him to call me when he goes to the mall n he did...
I am giving him a MAKEOVER with my accomplesist Aimee..
we are turning him into a prep...
its gonna rock!

*sings* Hey there delilah whats it like in new york city? im a thousand miles away girl, but tonight you look so pretty yes you do, time square cant shine as bright as you i swear its true!!! ahh i love that song!!

jess is at her orthodonist appointment im guessing...

she talked to me today after 2nd hour..
made me feel better, smiled on the way to P.E....felt good
i kno i was acting weird it was just because i dont know i felt since everything was back you acted differently, it seemed so to me...
but i was probably wrong...
i love you with my life, know that..!

Jessica and Amanda = Best Friends Forever!

"If i push any harder we'll be flinstoning our asses there!!!"
LMFAO i dunno why i just thought of that...

weird momento

He gave me a note and told him to call him today...
PSCHT i read the note walking home, crumpled it up threw it away and laughed..
it was great...i loved that moment, it was like a movie or something lol...

well yea OKAY yea im gonna call him...HAHA yea ok!!

well yea im hungry which means food..
and roman said i owe him a phone call..
i WILL call him later...

im out ♥

....Newspaper...without Roman?

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 19:48:52 GMT

Well tody was pretty funn...school was ok...

i wore a gankster outfit...
it was hott bitches get over it...

now im at newspapaer...
with gabby, noemi, jessica, and sarah n NO ROMAN!!!

....:((( Romans mother thought he was still "sick" so there for roman did not show up at "el" school today...

after nwespaper shizznatt jess n gabby are coming over to my house....
chillin b4 jess's mom comes and picks her up after like 15 minutes :((

this was a short LJ...

im out..!!

back to normal

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 23:43:25 GMT

Well i consider things back to normal again..you know that feeling when you wish things were back to normal but then when they do get back to normal its a dissapointment and not what you thought normal was...

its back to sharing, moments of rejection, wondering whos more special and yea...sharing...

Not that im not happy that they are i am...

things with "her" well we havnt talked in like days… witch im enoying it makes it seem more like shes not involved with my life, even thougth she fucking is and theres nothing i can do about it....yet….

I think im going to like come up with a plan and ruin her life like mean girls or something…it would be great….

Had like 10 people call me a bitch today...
yea i kno im a stuck up, arrogant, stubborn bitch!!
get over it will you?
kthanx now die?

Anyways....

i got a 70% on my midterm, yea i kno shokcingly i passed SCORE FOR AMANDA!!

*break dances* (because i can okay?)

got home from school, blah school was booring...

home...
watched some of the 40-yar old Virgin...it was booring watching it alone so i stoppped...

did laundyr ugh BOORING!!

Called Roman :))

newspaper tommrow = chillin it with roman n noemi n jess our "new crew"
gabby re-joined :)

2 missed calls from Jessica...shocker i always call fisrt lol...calling her back after this lj crap...

today sucked ass...blah boredome
w.e im out...

Just married and gogosh

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 20:37:34 GMT

Well yesterdya was intresting...

friday:
school...blah nothing special..
went to jess's house after school WE DIDNT HAVE TO CLEAN ANYTHING!!! i was shocked REALLY shocked but i tried to act cool about it lol...

jess had to do her project alone because taylor is a selfious bitch n doesnt do shit...
well now jessica knows who never to pick again for a project doesnt she?

welll so i chilled at jess's house while jess was at her other house...yes i am cool and part of there family and therefor i can do that...i took a shower and straightened my hair...
got stck with her sister...UGH WHY??

and played the "letter game" we got up to letter z

A: My husbands name is Arnold my name is Abigail i live in arkansas and i sell airbags...

and it goes on n on n on....why i played??? i hvae NO idea

we went to the movies with Reed and Zakk..

it was...intresting in other words pretty booring..
i spilt salsa n cheese everywhere and once again i stepped in it n got salsa all over my foot...a repeat people?? yes ide say soo...

i said i had to go to the bathroom jess followed n we hung out with josh n his friend omar for about 20 minutes while reed n zakk were in the movies LMAO.....long bathroom brake huh??

yess after the movie we chilled for about an hour...

oh n before we went to the movie we bumped into gabby n albert...wow was that okward or what?
and then we saw mr.broduer with his new gf who he probably is alreadymadyly in love with...

ok after movie; as i was saying we chilled i pretended to work there when we hung out with josh n them n like i ripped the tickets n said: Have a great movie, its down the hall to your right sir...enjoy your movie...
but i hvae NO idea if their movie was down the hall to the right lmao..

well josh asked for our numbers...:)

i gave it to him n he gave me his,....n he told me: Call me..!!

boredome one day i probably will...lol

Ok n then reeds friend Zakk had the fucking nerv to say that i have love-handles..:(

i seriously almost cried i covered my stumooch area all night and wouldnt talk to him...even though he was my ride home...that was really mean...and lets just say i havnt eaten anything since he said that...yes its true i felt like shit n i still do...

came home watched suite life of zakk n cody and then i fell asleep..

woke up from jessicas freakin calling me ahh i was soo tired and then i CLEANED n then watched Just married n ate gogosh yes jessica i thought of you...lol

n of course roman has to be added in my story i called him last night my phone was about to die so when jess rbings me my charger i WILL call you roman lol...

im out <3

Back to school...

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:18:45 GMT

Well school started...good thing? in a way yes...but in another way..ugh back to drama-land...

Monday was BOORING....no one went to school Jessica came home from ohio tht day so i took her bus home n meet up wiht her in the middle of the street it was great we hugged....the reunited Jessica and Amanda lol stronger than ever....well yea w/e that means lol...
we hung out did the usuaul nothing new...

Tuesday = wore a GANKSTER ass outfit everythin said i looked so cute...its like GOD PEOPLE I FUCKING KNOW lol TOTALLY KIDDING...after school my dad wanted to go to sports authority to buy a "pimped out" backpack but we ended up not going....:(

Wednesday= this was a fun ass day..
well lunch was PRICELESS...
ahh mine and jessicas school lunches there just SOOO like....us
lol....after schoolwe went to newspaper chilled with roman n noemi our usual lol...me n roman both got phones can this get any better? i think not...lol
we took pics...im on Romans Backround..BEAT THAT BITCHES!!
oh yea roman you know im special..lol

Me n jess walked roman home it was fun i got chased by romanneighboor and a black dog it was scary...
Jessicas been "not the same" with Gabby lately :(
i feel like its my fault in a way...

came home jesicas home brought me GOGOSH I FUCKING LOVE HER!!
Emelia = my "other" mom who has OFFICIALY said she wants to adopt me and doesnt belive that i have another "family" outside of her house...Amanda, another family.?? PSCHT!!
yes n her dad has accepted me too....and her uncle, and NOW HER GRANDMA, her sister..unfortunatly...well those are like the only people who really matter lol...

well i found out the other day that my dad wanted to name me Heather..
Heather?? wtf?
my mom wanted to name me fucking worse...Alexandra??? WTF???

n i said if i had a daughter ide name her Abigail thts such a pimped out name....sya it out loud...like: Abigail lmao...or Topenga LMFAO

n he said he would name his next SON : Ug Lee
Like first name : Ug and middle name : Lee
tht be GANKSTER!!

well now im home from school...
thinking about doing ms macdonalds work lmao yes i LOVE her she is soooo soo like ahh i dunno i just LOVE HER!!!

im out bitches.

...wtf?

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 16:27:23 GMT

...I can't even explain what happened last night! :)